Self Deception?

Backpeddling
I never realised how far back it went
How entwined
In depth
Intermingled
Until self-deception dissolved.
Sure, I can pretend that I
‘knew it all along’
That postmodern reflection
That saves the face
In lieu of
Facing the shame.
What do you think it means?
Can you relate?
Do you know people like this? Are we all a bit like this?
Feedback welcomed.
Hope you're having a good week.
Peace.
